Okay...not much sleep...tossed and turned thinking about Tia...was she warm..comfortable..sad..mad..not knowing these things is very hard...I wish I could have had a conversation with her and calmed her fears...does she know how much I love her and want nothing but good things for her? I hope so...and if not..I hope to have a chance to let her know very soon....
I am going to stay busy today..I meant to do just that yesterday but found myself in a fog switching from reading to playing word challenge on face book...boy do I love to play that game!! It was a true life saver last night....if my thoughts started to wander..I started playing the game....
I think I will cook up a storm today...I enjoy cooking but sometimes it feels like such a waste because it's just me and I end up throwing so much food out...today I will throw caution to the wind..it will be very therapeutic(sp?)...maybe bread...I always struggle with yeast...I know that I shouldn't being that I have been able to take a few extra pounds off and feel so much better...oh well..
I hope that today is one filled with good thoughts..I am going to try very hard..I tend to be negative and forget how lucky I am and how many blessings I receive on a daily basis...I know that if I just quiet my thoughts and be still..there are answers all around me...I have amazing children who in one way or another make me so proud...I have a job that I love...I have friends who always seem to know the right things to say...I am loved....
I'm sorry about Tia. Time heals everything, and she'll come around someday. Maybe really far into the future, but someday. Wish I could eat your bread, bring it up to Logan!
ReplyDeleteLove you mom.